Our recent emailed secrets....

 

ok, most of my confession is on my blog but I have another, here goes: one night, when my mum was in bed wile I was still in the bathroom washing my hangs (now I pat my hands on the balld wall everytime i wash my hands to make handprints, it dries my hands quicker) and mum knows about this, but she had forgotten and when i baashed my hands on the wall she shouted "what's that banging, is it you?" and i said no, LIER!!!! I lied, and she thought it was a ghost, I had fun pretending it was a ghost to mummy and continued to prank her for a few nights, I was going to tell her the truth but not right away, then another night or 2 passed, and I started to feel bad about pranking her coz we shouldn't realy tell lies about ghost incedents, but I left it for too long now and was afraid she'd get mad, so now it's been a year and it's forgotten, and I feel really bad for letting her believe me bashing waas a ghost bashing and never telling her the truth, I couldn't tell the truth now, I'm afraid to, I feel like a big fat lier :-(

I've loved him al my life. And he left me. Sometimes i wish i had cancer so he'd have to come see me. I havn't seen him in four months. I wish i was anerexic so he'd come visit me in the hospital and i couald say "LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME! ALL I DID WAS LOVE YOU LIKE YOU ASKED ME TO! WE GREW UP TOGETHER AND I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU" i want to take my final breath right in front of him because he hates me. and i want to make him happy:-(

I am a married male who's been locked in a chastity device for the last 6 years. I haven't had a single orgasm in that time. My wife milks my prostrate for health reasons. I'm kept blindfolded, shackled and gagged in a cage at night. I've been tattooed and pierced. I'm used by her lovers orally to get them erect so they can make love to her, then I'm forced to do cleanup with my tongue. She often has girlfriends over where they humiliate me, whip me, use clamps on me and screw me with large strapons. I have to service them all with my tongue, and also act as their toilet when they need to pee.
Worst thing though, is I love my live and wouldn't have it any other way.

no one knows who i am.
i have manic depression.
my brother molested me and didn't stop til he moved out, one person knows other than us.
i was in dare and sadd.
i said i'd never drink.
when shit gets bad i turned to vodka.
i said i'd never do hard drugs.
i slept with people for coke.
i attemped suicide after 2 years of cutting and bulimia, basically, i hate myself.
i went to rehab right after because i was coming done yayo and h.
i went on a aa retreat and had sex with 4 different guys, 3 days and 2 nights.
i went straight for 7 months.
i smoked herion tonight.
it's not my first time doing drugs since, i've done a bit of coke, smoked, drank alot and raaved:).
i fell in love with xtc, my parents think i'm just spending the night in at my guy friends place but i'm dancing my ass off all night on e.
i'm not having sex nearly as much as i did, but i haven't had sex that many times, but with 20+ guys.
i feel like i owe it to them and i feel bad if i don't put out.
they just all seem so pathedic after i won my first fist fight with my brother.
i hate my vagina i think it's disgusting and is just used, it looks like it belongs on a 40 year old.
i never fit in.
they don't like me too much here.
when i'm quiet and they think i'm stuck up.
wheni'm out going and they think i'm a bitch.
i honestly act inferior, and i like it because i can and i'm wealthy and preety. it disgusts me at the end of the day because i''m vain.
but i think that that's all i have going for me.
i had sex and called it rape for my reputation.
i'm a bitch and i don't even mean to be.
i think my mind is more advanced than others and i evaluate people and act a certain way and map out situations.
i've only had 1 true friend.
he's the only friend that got me a birthday gift, but that's not why he's my friend, it's because i told him about my brother and he didn't judge me.
i'm just the pretty girl people write off.
i just want someone to treat me like an equal and respect me a

I can't believe I did it.. I actually had mind blowing sex with another person that isn't my husband. I never thought I would do it, but I did. And the sad thing is that I love him sooo much but I continue to do this behind his back... I can't stop.:-( Before I had my sexual affair, I was having (well, I still am) an emotional affair with an ex-felon. We have never met but we talk on the phone alot. We have been corresponding for almost a year, we have never met, YET. We are making plans to meet, but somehow I think it will not happen. The sexual affair that I am having is with an active duty AF guy and I am a federal contractor working for the AF. This is wrong on so many levels, and we both know it, but we continue to see each other. We have done it without a condom too.. I am such a scumbag.
My therapist (surprise, surprise) says this is all related to the sexual abuse that I have suffered at 10 years old. I hate blaming my present on my past, but I guess that is what it is.

I am a deceitful person, a liar, a slut.

Iam much darker than people think
I have no desire to be a true friend
I have no desire to have a kid, and my boyfriend doesnt know
I was pregnant once
I hate the guy it happened with, and always did
The guy was someone my cousin really liked
She used to screw him
And was obcessed
But I did it anyway, I felt I won
I have been cruel to animals, many times
But still love them
I had a rebound BF who I pretended to like more than I did for the plane tickets, trips and money
I have no real love for my parents
I dont trust anyone really
I smoke too much pot to deal with my racing mind
Im smart, but really lazy
I have slept with 9 people, boyfriend doesnt know that either
I wish I had the other brother
I have stolen pot from friends, among other things
I really was telling the truth when a roomie asked if I stole her sleeping pills...I didnt do it
I dont like personal hygeine its too much work, but I do it anyway
I wish I was a guy
I have low self esteem
I think Im fat
I use food as a control
I always wonder if I should break up with my BF
I wonder if there is someone better for me
But I still push for a wedding
I have stretch marks
My feet really stink sometimes
I feel guilty about a lot of things
I dont call my family as much as i should
I dont see my family as much as I should
I once told someone I had heart cancer to see if she would be upset (I was 8)
I love porno
I wish I could fuck my boss upside and down he is so hot
I think deep down I might want to sleep with every good looking guy, and I would
I really hate good looking girls, even though I am one
I have let pot control my life
I have let men control my life
I have let a lot of things control my life, and I dont think i like it anymore
if my stepmother died I would be happy
I think my 7 year old brother is fat
And I think its all my parents fault
I love the mirror
I only do the bare minimum
I can never make a decision and not question it FOREVER
My mind moves too fa

I have a very deep dark secret that I hope nobody ever finds out about. I've got a felmale friend that has a bunch of miniture horses that she raises and sells. One day a week she works a double shift and has me stop by and check on them and fill the water tank if needed. I love doing it, but my secret is that I also love playing the part of a little mare to the herd stud. Sometimes when I get there I say I'm not going to do that today, but the little stud knows just how to get me in the notion, and then I'm his again.

Deer hunting season is the same time as mating season, I love to watch deer mate. Last november I did something weird, I wanted to know what it felt like to have a buck mount me. I didn't exactly want him to breed me, so I would leave my jeans on. I bought a bottle of doe in heat scent, put some on the back pocket of my jeans and walked into the woods. It wasn't long till this buck came around checking me out, he was young, and in a few minutes he was on me and trying his dammest to breed me, when he got off I had a big wet spot in the right place on my jeans from his sperm. Having him do that really turned me on, so the next day I did it again, except this time, I took off my jeans, I'm bi and wear girls panties and I left them on. Pretty soon here came 2 bucks, the first one hopped right on me, he had his tool in the right place, and when he shot his load most of it was forced through the thin fabric right into my ass. This I liked, almost as soon as he got off the other one got on, but to my supprise he penetrated me, hunched a few times and it was over, deer mate quick, but I was like, how the hell did he get it in, I reached back and there was no hole in my panties, I didn't move, I was thinking I just got bred by a buck deer, it didn't hurt and I loved it. I just started wondering what a doe felt when she got bred, when I was mounted, I thought it was the first buck trying again, but just then I saw both of them walk in front of me, I was penetrated and bred hard and fast, and it was a little painfull, when he got off I truned around and this one was an old buck, I'm glad he wasn't the first one. Yeah I know it was stupid and a little dangerous, but I love every minute of it.

I hate my step children

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